So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.

Bridget who is crazy said that sometimes she thought about suicide when commercials come on during TV. She was sincere and this puzzled the guidance counselors.

Some kids look at me strange in the hallways because I don't decorate my locker, and I'm the one who beat up Sean and couldn't stop crying after he did it. I guess I'm pretty emotional.

"Do you always think this much, Charlie?" "Is that bad?" "Not necessarily. It's just that sometimes people use thought to not participate in life." "Is that bad?" "Yes."

It's strange because sometimes, I read a book, and I think I am the people in the book.

Do you know what 'masturbation' is? I think you probably do because you are older than me. But just in case, I will tell you. Masturbation is when you rub your genitals until you have an orgasm. Wow!

"We accept the love we think we deserve."

"I hate you." "I love you." "You're a freak, you know that? Everyone says so. They always have." "I'm trying not to be."

When the police came, they found my brother asleep on the roof. Nobody knows how he got there.

"I feel infinite."

Bob started passing around food. "Would you like a brownie?" "Yes. Thank you." -- I ate the brownie, and it tasted a little weird, but it was still a brownie, so I still liked it. But this was not an ordinary brownie. Since you are older, I think you know what kind of brownie it was.

"He's a wallflower."

... And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.

Patrick actually used to be popular before Sam bought him some good music.

I have decided that maybe I want to write when I grow up. I just don't know what I would write.

I guess I could tell people about Punk Rocky and walking home from school and things like that. Maybe these are my glory days, and I'm not even realizing it because they don't involve a ball.

I am very interested and fascinated by how everyone loves each other, but no one really likes each other.

My other cousin has been wanting to go back to college for around seven years.

I hope it's the kind of second side that he can listen to whenever he drives alone and feel like he belongs to something whenever he's sad. I hope it can be that for him.

I really think that everyone should have watercolors, magnetic poetry, and a harmonica.

Sam and Patrick looked at me. And I looked at them. And I think they knew. Not anything specific really. They just knew. And I think that's all you can ever ask from a friend.

I think it was the first time in my life I ever felt like I looked "good". Do you know what I mean? That nice feeling when you look in the mirror, and your hair's right for the first time in your life? I don't think we should base so much on weight, muscles, and a good hair day, but when it happens, it's nice. It really is.

I walked over to the hill where we used to go and sled. There were a lot of little kids there. I watched them flying. Doing jumps and having races. And I thought that all those little kids are going to grow up someday. And all of those little kids are going to do the things that we do. And they will all kiss someone someday. But for now, sledding is enough. I think it would be great if sledding were always enough, but it isn't.

It's kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your name. And it gets to a point where none of it seems real. Well, sometimes, I can do that, but I don't need an hour in front of a mirror. It just happens very fast, and things start to slip away. And I just open my eyes, and I see nothing. And then I start to breathe really hard trying to see something, but I can't. It doesn't happen all the time, but when it does, it scares me.

I'm just thinking too fast-- much too fast.

I don't like my birthday. I don't like it at all.

I felt so sad. I didn't know what was going on.

I love my mom. And this time, I told her I loved her. And she told me she loved me, too. And things were okay for a little while.

"Please, don't do this to yourself, Charlie." But I did do it to myself. Like I do every year on my birthday.

"But there's another difference between you and her. You see... Kelly believes in women's rights so much that she would never let a guy hit her. I guess I can't say that about you." I swear to God, we almost died.

Little kids talk about the strangest things. They really do.

I laid down on his old bed, and I looked through the window at this tree that was probably a lot shorter when my dad looked at it. And I could feel what he felt on the night when he realized that if he didn't leave, it would never be his life. It would be theirs. At least that's how he's put it.

... My aunt Helen was definitely killed instantly. In other words, there was no pain. There was no pain anymore.

I don't really know what happened next, and I never really asked. I just remember going to the hospital. I remember sitting in a room with bright lights. I remember a doctor asking me questions. I remember telling him how Aunt Helen was the only one who hugged me. I remember seeing my family on Christmas day in a waiting room. I remember not being allowed to go to the funeral. I remember never saying good-bye to my Aunt Helen.

I don't know how long I kept going to the doctor. I don't remember how long they kept me out of school. It was a long time. I know that much.

I have to stop writing now because I am too sad.

I even made her a mix tape and left it at the grave. I hope you do not think that makes me weird.

I don't want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I can't think again. Not ever again. I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.

Everyone else is either asleep or having sex. I've been watching cable television and eating jello.

Sometimes, I look outside, and I think that a lot of other people have seen this snow before. Just like I think that a lot of other people have read those books before. And listened to those songs. I wonder how they feel tonight.

But the thing is that I can hear Sam and Craig having sex, and for the first time in my life, I understand the end of that poem. And I never wanted to. You have to believe me.

My mind played hopscotch. My brother... football... Brad... Dave and his girlfriend in my room... the coats... the cold... the winter... "Autumn Leaves"... don't tell anyone... you pervert... Sam and Craig... Sam... Christmas... typewriter... gift... Aunt Helen... and the trees kept moving... they just wouldn't stop moving... so I laid down and made a snow angel. The policemen found me pale blue and asleep.

I feel great! I really mean it. I have to remember this for the next time I'm having a terrible week.

I don't know. I just had a great day. I hope you did, too.

Mary Elizabeth is a vegetarian and she hates her parents. She is also fluent in Spanish.

Girls are weird, and I don't mean that offensively. I just can't put it any other way.

The people are being nicer in the hallways. Not to me necessarily, just in a general way.

Everything can't be self-esteem, can it?

"What the fuck is wrong with you?"

"It's too bad you're not gay. Then again, if you were gay, I would never date you. You're a mess." "You know, Patrick? If I were gay, I'd want to date you." "Of course."

Something really is wrong with me. And I don't know what it is.

I know that I brought this all on myself. I know that I deserve this. I'd do anything not to be this way. I'd do anything to make it up to everyone. And to not have to see a psychiatrist, who explains to me about being "passive agressive." And to not have to take the medicine he gives me, which is too expensive for my dad. And to not have to talk about bad memories with him. Or be nostalgic about bad things. I just wish that God or my parents or Sam or my sister or someone would just tell me what's wrong with me. Just tell me how to be different in a way that makes sense. To make this all go away. And disappear. I know that's wrong because it's my responsibility, and I know that things get worse before they get better because that's what my psychiatrist says, but this is a worse that feels too big.The credit for all of these quotes goes to the book's author, Stephen Chbosky.

quotes

“Reality can destroy the dream; why shouldn't the dream destroy reality?”

George Moore quotes (English Philosopher one of the fathers of the analytic philosophy. 1873-1958)

“A man travels the world in search of what he needs and returns home to find it.”

George Moore quotes (English Philosopher one of the fathers of the analytic philosophy. 1873-1958) “Take care to get what you like or you will be forced to like what you get”  George Bernard Shaw quotes (Irish literary Critic, Playwright and Essayist. 1925 Nobel Prize for Literature, 1856-1950) “It isn't what you have, or who you are, or where you are, or what you are doing that makes you happy or unhappy. It is what you think about.”  Dale Carnegie quotes (American lecturer, author, 1888-1955) “The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up.”  Paul Valery quotes (French Poet, Essayist and Critic, 1871-1945) “Not all those who wander are lost.”  J.R.R. Tolkien quotes (English Writer and Author of richly inventive epic fantasy The Lord of the Rings, 1892-1973) “What we have done for ourselves alone dies with us; what we have done for others and the world remains and is immortal.”  Albert Pike quotes (American Lawyer, Journalist and Soldier, 1809-1891) “If you smile when no one else is around, you really mean it.”  Andy Rooney quotes (American Journalist, Correspondent, Writer and Producer, b.1919)       “I hold it true, whatever befall; I feel it, when I sorrow most; 'tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.”  Alfred, Lord Tennyson quotes (English poet often regarded as the chief representative of the Victorian age in poetry, 1809-1892) “We are all geniuses up to the age of ten.”  Aldous Huxley quotes (English Novelist and Critic, 1894-1963) “Maybe this world is another planet's Hell.”  javivi  Aldous Huxley quotes (English Novelist and Critic, 1894-1963) “I wanted to change the world. But I have found that the only thing one can be sure of changing is oneself.”  Aldous Huxley quotes (English Novelist and Critic, 1894-1963) Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines, Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Mark Twain [Samuel Langhornne Clemens] (1835-1910) Do just once what others say you can't do, and you will never pay attention to their limitations again. James R. Cook The ball is in your court. Let bygones be bygones. Hit the nail on the head. It takes two to tango. Hold your horses. Idle hands are the devil's tools. Wear your heart on your sleeve. Don't put all your eggs in one basket. A fool and his money are easily parted. Don't look a gift horse in the mouth. Variety is the spice of life. Curiosity killed the cat. A leopard can't change his spots. Every cloud has a silver lining. Go down like a lead balloon. A picture paints a thousand words. Haste makes waste. Don't count your chickens before they hatch. A house divided against itself cannot stand. Go the extra mile. Blood is thicker than water. You can't take it with you. The bigger they are the harder they fall. When it rains, it pours. A penny saved is a penny earned. He lost his head. It's a small world. Great minds think alike. If it's not one thing, it's another. Elvis has left the building. Actions speak louder than words. It's anyone's call. Keep your chin up. Let sleeping dogs lie. Never bite the hand that feeds you. You can't judge a book by its cover. Drastic times call for drastic measures. Lend me your ear. Practice makes perfect. Rise and shine. You are what you eat. Let the cat out of the bag. Mum's the word. 'I want to thank you for being one of those people who listens and understands and doesn't try to sleep with people even though you could have. I really mean it.'' - The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky ‘Of course it is happening inside your head, but why on earth should that mean it i not real?’ - Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows by J.K Rowling ‘People never notice anything’ - The Catcher in the Rye by J.D Salinger "You can love someone so much, he thought. But you can never love people as much as you can miss them" - An Abundance of Katherines by John Green ‘Love your enemies and pray for those who hurt you’ - Matthew 5:44 ‘For in dreams we enter a world that's entirely our own’ - Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban film ‘There is something demoralizing about watching two people get more and more crazy about each other, especially when you are the extra person in the room.’ - The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath

Celebrity Quotes

Marilyn Monroe
A career is wonderful, but you can't curl up with it on a cold night.
An actress is not a machine, but they treat you like a machine. A money machine.
Fame will go by and, so long, I've had you, fame. If it goes by, I've always known it was fickle. So at least it's something I experience, but that's not where I live.
I guess I have always been deeply terrified to really be someone's wife since I know from life one cannot love another, ever, really.
I have feelings too. I am still human. All I want is to be loved, for myself and for my talent.


Stephen Fry
An original idea. That can't be too hard. The library must be full of them.
Christmas to a child is the first terrible proof that to travel hopefully is better than to arrive.
I think we have all experienced passion that is not in any sense reasonable.



Kurt Cobain


Johnny Cash


Ghandi


Elton John

Life Quotes

Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. -- Gandhiji

We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give. -- Winston Churchill

It is not length of life, but depth of life. -- Ralph Waldo Emerson

The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it. -- Anonymous

 And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.-- Abraham Lincoln

A great secret of success is to go through life as a man who never gets used up. -- Albert Schweitzer

All of the animals except for man know that the principle business of life is to enjoy it.-- Samuel Butler

There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle. -- Albert Einstein

Attack life, it's going to kill you anyway. -- Steven Coallier

Life isn't worth living unless you're willing to take some big chances and go for broke.-- Eliot Wiggington

On life's journey faith is nourishment, virtuous deeds are a shelter, wisdom is the light by day and right mindfulness is the protection by night. If a man lives a pure life, nothing can destroy him. -- Buddha

Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyways. -- Anonymous

You've got a lot of choices.  If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice. Steven D. Woodhull

A man who dares to waste one hour of time has not discovered the value of life. Charles Darwin

Every man dies. Not every man really lives. William Wallace

I love life because what more is there. Anthony Hopkins

“Candy is Dandy, but Liquor is Quicker”